wide awake.

i've watched four great movies in two days. quiet weekends to yourself are completely underrated and underappreicated. just like hearing a great new band. it's like hearing a juicy secret you can't wait to share with your best friend. how awesome.

i've been having a lot of late nights recently. i do some of my best thinking/writing/listening inbetween the hours of 12-4am though i'm not sure why. nevertheless, i've been doing a lot of all of the above. it's been an interesting couple of late nighters, that's for sure. late nights and late mornings, spending more and more time comfy in my bed. although it's not my queen size water bed at home, my crappy, lofted, foam covered quilt snuggly bed here is growing on me.

i should swear off dating. and men in general.
i'm trying to like him for who he is, not just because he likes me.
i am in desperate need of a vacation, and i don't mean spring break in troy.
i have no idea where he is but every night i pray for him to come home in one piece.
i think i need to see a chiropractor. my back is really messed up.
i hope she and i can fix things, she's my family.
if meredith dies, i'm boycotting the show.
i want her to see him for what he really is: a coward.
i decided tonight that i'm going to start writing my book.
i'm terrified no one will want to read it.
and i miss you more than you could ever know.

♥
happy sunday.