Foggy.

I am very out of sorts lately. Texas was a great time but now that I'm back everything is back to complicated, when it doesn't even have to be. I have no idea what's going on with me, I can't make up my mind about anything. It's not shocking, I know that I'm Miss Indecisive but this is different. I can't decide what I want, who I want it from or what I want it all to mean. I'm being ambushed by age-old questions that are still somehow remaining unanswered. I'm looking and waiting, but for what? I have no idea. Looking through the glass, the surroundings are very clear. I've always been so aware of the big picture. But the glass immediately in front of me is foggier than expected.

I'm so jealous of people with clarity.